damn..been so long since ive written in here but i cant sleep so what the hell.... thers been so many ups and downs in this past month.. went down the shore with cosmo n his family for like 3 weeks.. it was good...some drama but we handled it lol....layin out by the pool gettin our tan on...gettin picked up by some guys lol rosie..."all for u im takin" hehe "dont grab my hand" lol who the hell did he think he was...midnight swimmin was so much fun..told ya cos! wildwood boardwlk..got cos to go on a ride with me after like 20 min of beggin!...jsut so many memz...today was so much fun...hung out with cos for a while after soccer..then i picked him up n brought him bck for his second on then hung out with maria and paulina for a while drove around got summin to eat then had to pikc cos up again then christine picked me up at like 8...went out with the grls..missed them so much<3 first to the mall with christine n megs and ray ray then got jackie and came home..picked up rays car and i drove to christines and then got ehr stoped by some houses to say hi then got all these drinks at shell and drove around being retarted blastin the music....went to frankies for a while with the whole crew jjo jo chunkers vince exc...got late as shit so i sped home then rachel had to like fly home before her mom got home..sry grl u kno we had a good time though lol...thne came home tlked to cos for like 2 min cause we had a lil disagrement then tlked on the phone with somepeople havent tlked to in a while..good convo i was really sweet*thanks alot for listening hun*...now i cant sleep cause i cant go to bed with him mad! buggs me lol...hopefully goin to shampoo tomorow night wit christine n ambizzie!!! need this night away so muchhh...luv ya grls thanks for makin my bad night a good one<3.....no matter how mad u r cos i still love u papi* gonna try to get some sleep cause im so tired

Tonite went to the carnival with chrisine and frankie and vincent and john and met up with so many other people we havent seen in so long... went on some rides omg i was screamin so bad lol but it was alot of fun.. then went to frankies and we lit off fireworks and sjut tlked about EVERYTHING...but now im tryin to get a hold of cosmo for the 50th time tonight! goin to the shore tomorrow cant wait to see him its been a while* need some sleep now..goodnight

                                you'`ve got the arms i want
                                             around me.
                                      the eyes i want to
                                         lose myself in.
                                 && the voice i could
                                 listen to for hours <333.
 

omg its been so longg since i wrote in this thingy* But ummm tonight was my sis grad party.. it was funn iw as wiht JoJo Chunkers Frankie and Vincent most of the night thye were tryin to make me feel better cause i was kinda on the sad side When the party was voer we all went over to frankies n me and my grl christine were catchin up on old times n need to hang out like every day now like we used to wehnwe  were litte* missed ya cc! Jo Jo was makin my piss my pants omg tlkin about Pasta i dint thin i laughed so hard in sooo long... Big Frank makin his usual jokes makin em laugh.. speedin on the way home damn! lol me and Jo Jo bouncin in the car to our song hehe fun funn but i miss my cosmo soooo much n i dunno what im gonan do if i dont see him soon* or atleast tlk to him.. boys get mad over the stupidist thigns sometimes but all we can do ti wait for them to be okay no matter how upset ya get* But umm that bitch better keep her hands off*! right christine commin out the bushes growlin heheh....gonna try to get some sleep night lovers*

This weekend was too much fun... from playin basketball at the courts to swimming and layin out with my grl maria and rosie adn anthony and frankie trowin us in the pool! lol and my baby takin me wave runnin omg fell off so many times but i had so much fun... us dancin outside in the streets and me amber and rosie takin a shower in the sinks in the br. lol dancing to the old band that was playin and goin on our long wlks n spening so much time at that damn corner store...me n christina spent soo much wre broke now lol...goin on wlks with cos and jsut being able to tlk ...pissin maria and cos off whe me amber and frankie were up all night laugin about the remote and bill cosby lol i was the one gettin yelled at by cos!. oooour camp fire omg tina u went so over board wiht the damn fire shit lol...smores that were bangin omgg...jsut so much fun overall n i wish i could go bck and do it all over again... the ebst was when we were commin home and me and amber in the bck dancin adn cos and rosie in the front singing and dancin wiht us ..me and amber got out own version to so many songs about.. u kno who... lol "so cosmo says ur fat" lol well she is a chunky monkey...lol but tis all over now and school for two more weeks but i ope it goes by sofast.. hope i get a job with my bay downt he shroe this summer cause ill miss him<3 7 months tomrrow baby n i couldent be hapier i love you so much thank u for this weekend..even if u were grumpy alot* hehe...so tired now gonna try n sleep night*

OMG today was so tiring* Came home and hd to go to my nonas and the baby was driving me crazy but i love her<3 then came home put in like 3 loads of laundry and had to clean and make everyone some dinner but everyone came home late so waste of time* lol o well,, then went tanning for a lil bit then straight to the mall to buy some gifts for parties commin up but i wont be here for some cause i will be at the shore* thank god i need to get a vaca n nows the perfect time for one.Sry zlata i wont be here for ur prom grl but i want the pics..have fun with w.e his name is we dont even rememberrr lol ur dress is beautiful dont worry ur gonna look hot~Dane thanks for the ride i was stranded lol i owe ya gas money i promise lol... John& Kimmay thanks for the tlking to me with the problems goin on u were both so right about the outcome lol love ya both soo much..Now i gotta go pack and take my shower and make some coffe cause im gonna be up all night with so much shit i gotta do<3 Heres a cute quote and a little info for the boys out there( i * my favorite!) lol